I have an overdue entry… I don’t know when I’ll finish it, so I skip that and continue with a new one because I feel like it.
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I know this story dah basi. I’m glad that Kris Allen won American Idol. Sorry, but I think Adam is too gay to win (whatever that means). I watched the finale and it was awesome! Look at all those line-ups! Made me wonder if the economy is that bad that these people are not going round on tours. hehehe.
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I’m now a mother. It is still surreal. I thought taking care of a newborn is a piece of cake, I’m dead wrong! It is hard work and I’m sleep deprived. LOL! Not gonna talk much about motherhood now, but if I were to turn back time to when I was still pregnant, I’ll do more homework. I’ll read more about taking care of newborn and breastfeeding. Ah right, I thought breastfeeding was a piece of cake. Come on, people has been doing it for thousands of years… And many many years ago, there is no books or anything to refer to. I remember, my grandma once told me, “Anak2 aku semuanya minum susu badan ni, dulu mana ada formula.” And she’s done it for a dozen time, why can’t I? But yes I can, after a lot of reading and self-motivation. But I’ll be back at work in a few weeks time, what happen then, only God knows.
Ah, and if any working mothers reading this, how can I make pumping less painful. I hate and dread doing it!
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Mengular! Since Hilmy was born, the most trip I make is to the hospital for check-ups and sickness. Duan perasan sorang mak guard ni pas aku bersalin yang memang kuat sgt laa mengular. Everytime Duan gi memana, mesti nampak mak guard ni sembang ngan best nya dgn org lain2. Yang kelakarnya, everytime kitorg gi hospital balik, mesti nampak mak guard ni berlegar2 or sembang2 juga, bila ntah dia wat keje dia (obviously, she’s got nothing better to do). Skali ni aku nak discharge Hilmy (masa Hilmy kena admitted sb demam on his 3rd week of life), dia ada plak kat Tingkat bawah, bukankah dia keje kat Tingkat 2? Bley je dia berlegar2… Anyway, since then, whenever we go to the hospital, we never fail to find her doing everything else except for guarding, I suppose… Ok I know it’s not funny, but to us, it is!
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I’m going back to the island of Borneo in less than 2 weeks. I don’t know if I’m looking forward to it or not. I kinda excited because I miss the leisure of our own place. But being away from my parents and friends (albeit not going anywhere for fun for almost 2 months) is a big turn off. I guess it’s really the psychological effect, although you’re not seeing your friends, the short distance between you and them make things so much better. Plus, I’ll miss the leisure of good food (of my mom’s cooking) and the variety of outside food around here. For instance, I have never been able to find good mangoes in Brunei or Miri. Even stuff as simple as fresh taugeh is hard to find… *sigh*
Anyhoo, this is no longer a short update, so I shall go back to digging the fridge for some good food. And yes, I need to lose weight, BIG TIME!